I am sad today; it�s amazing how alone you can feel even when you are surrounded by people. My friend Jen and I went to the zoo today and even though I had fun and enjoyed spending time with her I couldn�t seem to shake the sullens. I miss my old apartment that Gretchen and I shared, I miss my little college town, I miss Matt, I even miss my old job that I complained so much about. I am hoping that with some more time I will acclimate a little more to my new surroundings and such. Until then I will sit and wait for Matt to IM me�